And now I'm awake...
After obsessing over my feelings.
After letting my drunkenness speak for me,
in times where desperation was my only companion.
Now I'm finally awake.
No more lies to myself,
no more illusions,
I'm awake from a long dream.
I can't remember the story,
just how it felt...
deep and long;
a collection of assumptions
that never led me to a better place.
Now I'm done with this fantasy.
I thank you for the good times,
for the moments we shared;
which were always quite pure.
my eyes are fully opened.
What did I dream of?
I dreamt that I could steal your heart,
that I could dwell in your incomprehensible passionate being.
I dreamt that you would give me all the answers.
I saw myself,
reflected in you...
that your heart will never tell me
how it feels to be inside mine.
that I've expected to much from you.
I was waiting for you to explain who I am.
I've asked from you,
to define what doesn't have a name.
I'm sorry for being selfish.
I will be the one to remember us...